It's completely fine to find it difficult to tell others your problems..and dude your family, your bestfriend, our group and everyone else completely
understand that. but since i was reading your blog and since i'm your only follower, this one
goes out to you.
Jaymee, you are trying to be a better person, and your getting there. you have
to remember that the process of striving to be a better person, takes time
and that it IS difficult. there's no need to feel 'crap' or there's no need to feel
that you 'fail' your family because as long as YOU know that YOUR doing
the best you can, then 'fail' isn't even in your vocabulary. when you decide
to STOP trying, is when you truly reach failure. but look at you now, your STILL trying
and your STILL striving to be a better person.. and that completely shows
your not failing your bestfriend, your not failing your family nor everyone else because
your STILL trying.
Your beautiful. if you ever think that your not skinny enough or not pretty enough..
just remember your strong enough. strong enough to realise that, well, it doesn't
matter about what's on the outside, but the inside. Yeaah man, it's cliche
but you need to know that it's completely and utterly true. Your funny. you know how
to light up a room with your words and smile. Your a strong girl, and you ARE
beautiful. jaymee, you need to remember that your worth so much more than beating
yourself up with what the earth has to throw at you.
Plans to prosper you.. and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope
and a future. If you ever 'feel' and 'think' that you have no purpose
in life, or you feel you have no reason to be on this earth, remember
that you DO and that God has a plan for you beyond comprehension. It's
a plan that WILL prosper you, and a plan NOT to harm you.. It's a plan
of hope and a plan for your future. Never feel and think you have no worth
on this earth, but instead, completely depend on the Word that specifically
talks about you and TO you.
"Jaymee, for I know the plans for YOU - declares the Lord. Plans to prosper
YOU and not to harm YOU. Plans to give YOU hope and a future"
- Jeremiah 29:11
God IS in your life. He sees every aspect of it.. He sees you when your
in your room crying.. He sees you at the happiest times of your time..
and He sees you ALL. the. time. Yes, and i know too, that you just
keep praying and praying and seeking after Him, but He just never
seems to answer. you feel as if His not there.. His not listening.. and you
start to wonder if there is even a God. but jaymee, there IS. It's a matter
of looking at it as a test of faith.. a test to see if YOU'LL still believe
in a God, even when His silent.
i love you jaymeeboo, remember that I'm always here for you.
HA! that rhymes. :)
